Blessed to Be a Blessing

dis·il·lu·sioned

ˌdisəˈlo͞oZHənd/

adjective

1. 1.

   disappointed in someone or something that one discovers to be less good than one had believed.

   "the minority groups were completely disillusioned with the party"

   synonyms:

   disenchanted, disabused, disappointed, let down, discouraged; More

   Hmm, I must expound on this soon.  For now, I can nearly put up the word I think God shared with me about how I was feeling.  He helped me put a word to how I am feeling.  Nice of him, because I am needed something finite. Like a label to put on the box of my feelings today.  

   
   

   We are back in KC after almost 5 years in ministry on a furlough, that seems to maybe be us transitioning back into suburbian life again for a while.  Maybe for good.  What ever that means.  I have not blogged in for evah, living in a Muslim country will do that to a Jesus loving Blogger it turns out.  I am inching back, and it is frightening.  I am missing Asia like crazy.